Fck it all. I can't believe I lost another chance to get published by udon. Guess I still have lots to learn. People say I'm nutts or being modest when I say I'm not that good. But I really do suck. Third big contest I failed in a row and this terminator one isn't going to be any different, just watch. I was originally gonna to submit 4 images of different capcom games. But with everything going on in my life, I was only able to finish two. And when I colored that street fighter, it was rushed and I was still high on morphine. It's whatever I guess. I just need to take a break. Losing this was just another painful blow. Now I know these things are subjective and meaningless. But with all my personal crap, It would have been nice to have a win is all.